The Sweet Escape

Saturday, March 31

this week's been rather trying, and i found myself wallowing in self pity,. swimming in a sea of depression and emotional crisis.

come on sylvianne, if you give up now.
you are a loser.

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Tuesday, March 27

we watched the movie "O" during lit today. it's kinda a introduction to out lit text, Othello. I'm really hyped up that we're doing this text. cannot wait! we're gonna continue to watch the second half of the movie tomorrow!

school was draggy today.had P-DOUBLE U.(seriously, that's how my teacher pronounces the word). chem, which totallly sucked. i'm just freaking biased against chem,maybe i don't give myself a chance to learn, cause i keep thinking that i can never get mole concepts. i think i really have a phobia of mole concept. the rest of the topics are cool with me. it's just the M-O-L-E. seriously.

then break for 2 periods. where we spent in in the library after out brunch. the library was practically bursting with people.

then it was econs, where i was like so super nervous. all the teachers are like weirdos. they just stick the mics in front of your mouth, to make sure you get the correct answer to their questions. furthermore, i was sitting at the end of the row, im my opinion, very vulnerable to being one of the few scapegoats.

but he skipped me. prolly thought i looked too nerdy to not pay attention.

my class is cool. i really like my class! we hang out like every single minute. and we went to library after econs, 'choped' the sofa seats and slumped ourselves on the seats. super fun. we were looking for real and fake eyecandies? haha.

maths was a total killer. our class wanted to pon maths, cause we were very tempted of the fact that we could leave school 2 hours earlier, and we could go to gelare to eat waffles./

1/2 price on tuesday, lovelies:D

in the end went for maths. total KILLER. don't know why, but i was suddenly overwhelmed with tiredness. and i could fall asleep anytime. it was the 'irritating sleeplyness'.

ha.

went home with deirdre today. she's gonna join the loser badminton team, cos well, don't you think she's qualified to join. i mean loser girl+ loser CCA.= :D

i still have no idea of what i should join. i'm thinking volleyball, seriously. i've always wanted to join volleyball.

MJC's sports aren't really recognised.and i need the exercise too. (my father has also explicitly hinted to me, that i must join a sport).you know, the excessive fats have to go. that's what he thinks.

so i hope i can can can get into volleyball school team.

please God:D

i still want something that will allow me to have the longest testimonial when i graduate.

and i certainly hope, that God will include voletball in the list.

pray for me! i remember when i went for YJ'S basketball tryouts, i was so nervous. and i asked poh to pray for me. haha. & i got into it:D haha. i pray that i can get in man. and of course of deirdre too! apparently, they have 11/12 places filled up for the badminton team, and she needs to be the super good one to get selected.

let's get down to studying people:D

(and everyone knows, that i will most prollly run to the tv after i publish this post. so much for studying).

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Monday, March 26

MONDAY BLUES.

lilian's daddy sent me to school today! thank you friend:D oh and lilian's e first person to tell me not to call her'friend' cos she's got a name.
HAHAHAHA.

lectures were okay. i think we had. lit.chem.maths.chinese.
after lit and chem, ourr class went to elias mall to eat.
w quack's old class.

then after maths, everyone went home can.
only 3 ppl in my class are taking H1 chinese.

&after chem i think, haha. what happened, was funny yet embarrassing to the other party.it was defnitely a first!
cos no one has ever come up to me, to ask me if he could send me home. and i don't even know who he was. he thought i was a malay la. then after my friends and i convinced him i was a chindian. he kinda backed off.
HA. which left me thinking...

jonas and i wanted to crash the malay class. oh firstly, jonas is this super pure chinese guy, but he's darker or around the same colour as me(skin colour). haha. so we thought we could easily pass off as malays in the class.
but in the end, we went for boring chinese lesson. super loser-ish la.
should have ponned. as in this is the only time in my whole mj life i will tell u i should have ponned. the teacher spent 1/2 the timemaintaing peace and order. and the rest of the 30 mins? to talk. super boring. jonas was practically gonna fall off his seat my sleeping.

met up with lilian and we went to white sands, to get some hair accessories. and headed home. first time going home with her today:D

so as usual, i came home, told myself i would go for my run, but i found myself slumped on the couch. tv-whoring. ha.
bought my gc today. i nearly lost it if not for my classmates.

LET'S GET INTO THE STUDY MOOD PPLE. COS I'M SO NOT IN IT.
COME ON COME ON.

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Sunday, March 25

THESUNISOUTONASUNDAY.

churchie today:D went for 8 am service with family.
i think, this is one of the few times where we were just 5 minutes late for service:D

i think the message was rather interesting. at least, i learnt some stuff. went for worship for second service, and that poh and i decided to meet at 10.30 for breakfast. and when i was gonna to leave the hall at ten twenty five, i received a msg from her at 10.26 saying that she just left her house:( so i decided to walk around the whole church a few times(my church ain't that big you know)
in the end i was so bored, and i kept redoing my hair.
i think my hair's rather bad now. i love the length, but i think im in need of a trim. but i cannot stand going to the neighbourhood's hairdresser, cos they cannot estimate. whenever i show them how much hair to cut, they just have to cut sososo much more than what i said.
super irritatin. that's why my hair has never been so long, till now.
so i'm still deciding if i should go to that hairdresser, or go somewhere else. but the "somewhere else" is currently like in the status of'i don't know'.
headed to 7-11 to wait for that poh la.
so we went to have breakfast together:D uncle roland joined us for breakfast. haha. he kept talking and talking. but it was rather fun la.

class was good. we did james 2. on favoritism forbidden. sharon taught her first lesson today!

so we actually decided as a class, we would go for lunch together, cos i had to come back to church for worship prac. but we started talking and talking till like 1.40. no time to eat la. so went to coffeeshop/7-11 with poh.then back to church.

the combined youth thingy was getting along fine. i like the experience of how we are doing everything from scratch, from the basics.
headed home with joan after the practice. super nice to talk to her about anything and everythin. we were too lazy to walk out to the "subway", so we took 42 all the way there.we continued talking at e busstop for like close to 30mins.

she's one of the dearest person in church to me la.
:D

school's starting again. i'm doing or starting to do some revision. for econs.
:D

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Saturday, March 24

hey! imagine blogging 3 times a day. i must be reallyreally bored.

church today was kinda cool. heard tony anthony's msg. it's good, cos it's not the usual kind of stories you hear. cos most of the life testimonies i have heard had all to do with people sent to jail/rehab for drug addiction, and finding God during their jail term. tony anthony's testimony had to do with him being a kung fu expert, a bodyguard for big names,and how he became "thieving liars", as he put it. poh thinks that" lying thieves" sounds nicer. but i think "liars&thieves" still sound the best. okay digressing.
so he killed many people, and was put to jail, where a missionary kinda spreaded the gospel to him, where he accepted Christ:D

so totally pigged out with natty and poh after that. all the food:D

i'm supposedly suppose to complete a list of stuff for econs by tomorrow.
sighsighsigh.

anyway, just watched'just like heaven", super nice but crying show.

i like reeessssee witherspoon.

her surname's pretty cool.

first service tomorrow, then it's off to sss, and combined youth meeting thing.

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anyway, just watched'just like heaven", super nice but crying show.

i like reeessssee witherspoon.

her surname's pretty cool.

first service tomorrow, then it's off to sss, and combined youth meeting thing.

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IT'SFRIDAY. LIKE COOLIOS.

had school from 8.45 to 10.25am. isn't it the coolest thing you will ever have in your whole school life?!
our class 07A202, decided to bond, so we headed to courts to eat.:D
super cool la. deirdre & i had the kid's meal, and we were sososo full!
imagine what the kiddys must be feeling,
&with the kids meal, we could claim our free candyfloss!
coolios to the ultimate.

oh then we took the free shuttle ride to tampiness interchange. i adore free stuff:D
started singing & singing in the bus. did i tell you i totally love my school song.
it rocks to the ultimate la!

born of a vision to be the best,
rising above the rest.
we speak with one clear voice,
as this is our choice,

cause we'rre

born of a vision to be the best,
rising above the rest.
we speak with one clear voice,
yes this is our choice,
meridian, yes we will be,
THE BEST.

it sounds really nice too.

so headed to meet the chops for lunchie at bugis.
everyone's in different uniforms now!
well for berdo it's tp, mine is mj's and joyce is such her own clothes.
luckygirl. imagine the amount of clothes she will have to buy.!:D

so walked around a lil, and berdo had this crazy obsession of talking a photo with her camera phone everytime she saw a mirror.
& she wanted to squeeze gong li's boobies.
it sounds totally obscene.

headed to terra(?). but then, being very broke teenagers, we decided to go to a cheaper place- poh's cafe.
so we cooked up a story, saying that we had to rush off to somewhere, and quickly got out of the seats we were sitting in that cafe and zoomed out.

pda came to meet us, well technically he came to meet poh.
headed to the bigggeessst popular in singapore.
5levelshigh.
and the stationery section just had to be on the highest level.
berd and i were practically dying after that 5 level climb-up.

bought stationery,colour pens!:D
incentives for trying to study and make notes.:D
and i opted for the primary school brown-recycled paper-book covers noteboks. i love the idea of going back to primaryschool stuff.
like my water bottle, my pencil case, and my notebooks.
love it:D

thanks friends for the extremely lovely day out!:D
even though we do the most normal stuff like eating, or shopping for stationery,
it just seems to be filled with so much fun:D
i love the chops!:D
-that's what friends are for-

looking thru some mj stuff now. econs. sigh i still don't know what CCA i should join.
some help people:D

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THELECTURESBEGIN.

scool has been cool. haha. get it?
oh whatever.

celebrated clarissa's seventeen on thursday:D
thursday was also the 1st day of lectures for me!
it's kinda scary, cos i really need to start muugging.
(oh what am i doing here, blogging?)
i'm super contradicting.

let's talk about my class. my class has 16 ppl altogether.
2 guys. 14 girls.
talk about the extremely uneven proportion.
but, we're a lit class so that explains it.

3 people, have asked me if i was from tk, because i have the" TK LOOK".
hmmm. haha.
what's the "TK LOOK".

oh and i used my new bag that mummy&daddy bought for me form the US. super nice la i tell you. it costed( i know this word doesn't exist) 50$$. it's white. and i'm like super paranoid it will get scratched or dirty. talk about being too possessive for materialistic beings.

lectures were okay. &everyone now knows that we should never ever sit at the sides in the LTs. the lecturer kept climbing up the stairs and shoving the mikes, into the students' face, expecting an answer for her question. freaky la.
i bet during the remaining lectures, everyone will be rushing to the middle seats. whatajoke.

so met clarissa, and jac at city hall. went for a super fAttening dinner at carl's jr.had a great time catching up, and it was so cool!:D
enjoyed it loads.

clarissa was like waiting for us for bout an hour half, sitting prettily in her CJ uniform, writing that lovenote to the "ahemahem"

we started roaming around marina, and went to fourskins, and bought like suuper cute black coin pouches. bought 4.so one for each of us. like coolios.

:D
i totally love jc life.
i get to stay out as late as i want.
love it.

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Tuesday, March 20

SECONDDAYOFSCHOOL-MMM.

i am gonna try something. haha. let's try typing thiss post like this:

sChOoL RoCkED My SoCkS ToDaY lorH.liKe ToTaLlY.MAsSeD DancE rOcKeD TOo. We hAd thE CoUplE dAnCE tODaY. qUItE Fun la. We aLsO hAd ThE aMazInG RaCE WhIcvH wAS CaLlED mEGa meRIdIaN mArAtHOn.It wAs hElD In LikE thE cOoLeST plACe EVer LOrh. WHeRe ElSe BuT ToWn.

okay, you know what, i totally give up. i seriously, cannot stand having to keep pressing the'caps lock' button after every single letter.i was actually thinking of typing this whole post in that manner. i peifu those people who do the small big small big letters thingy. not that i like how the words come out to be,but it's the tiredness that comes with it.

MMM was fun. my class is still gelling up. did i mention that there are only 2 guys in my class. how pathetic can.but my class is still cool la. A202 will rock soon.

this is very much what happened today. nothing much happened. just that almost all my tkgs friends are like my sister's friends/seniors.

parents are coming home tomorrow, and that means no more ahma. she cooked a really great dinner for us today.i'll definitely miss the carefreness of watching tv with her any time we want.
but i cannot wait for the stuff and clothes they bought for us.

TOTALLY CANNOT WAIT.
:D
lovelove.

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Monday, March 19

HEY:D

school was great fun! loved it. the mass dances were cool and i enjoyed them!:D
c.s.i. was cool too, all the running around, sweating like crazy, and the most embarrassing thing happened to me today. but maybe, i won't announcee it here. ask me if you want to.

tomorrow's the Meridian Mega Marathon thingy, it's like amazing race. gonna be held in town!:D like coolios! haha.

i really like the fact that takeena and jacko messages me whenever we like start school, i don't know why, but i like the feeling. cos it allows me to remember the times we had in yj.

& ah ma's still satying with us. i love it! it's great to have my grandma staying with us. the feeling is coolios. it's like she keeps offering to cook for us. haha. aiyah, watching tv now, so my concentration is like really bad now.

been meeting ahning to go to school and to go home together with her. she's really cool la. but we weren't that close in sec sch, but now, i realise that haha, she's fun to hang out with. and we have so much fun in the mrt!:D

okay, gonna continue watching tv with my ahma. goodnight!

learnt this yesterday, which i thought was really cool.
God Offers Sinful People Eternal Life.

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Sunday, March 18

HEY(:

well let me just start with quoting what desmond told me today, "sometimes we are the worst critics of ourselves".

i don't know if that's really true for me yet, but yea, we'll see.

led worship today, but i don't know if i was actually leading songs, or leading the congregation. of course, there was a mix of praises and critics. but i've grown to get used to them. but sometimes, just like anyone, the praises will somehow frail in contrast to the critics.
i'm really open to feedback, and i like them. but i always seem to return home, thinking about the critics once again, and i'll feel sore about it.

i just feel that i've alot more growing to do, certainly not physically, but more of the spirtualll aspect. though lindy & poh said that when they saw me leading, they felt i've grown.

i do understand that peoplle set different requirements and expectations of how their worship should be. and of course i cannot try to please everyone, cause the only one i need to please,is the ever living God. but sometimes, sometimes, it's rather hard yea.

had the combined youth worship prac today after church.
another aspect was that desmond said i should not hold back when i sing.
he said like a few times" you've got a great voice, but you're holding back, just sing,".
well,i don't know but i feel unconfident of my singing. sometimes, all the " you're singing off" or"you cannot sing"phrases, get to me.
lindy also saidd the same thing, that i have a good voice, but holding back.! but don't know why, i kinda think i'm not good enough, or my voice is not good enough.

it'sallintheprocessofdiscoveringmyself.

but other people thanked me for leading, and they said that the enjoyed it.all glory to the Lord.
well, anyway i had fun during worship today. i felt it was the first time i wasn't conscious of myself, and the people in front of me.
Thank You Lord, for all the trials that you give me, knowing fully well i will overcome them, yet grow from the experience!
I Love You,God:D

My savior
Redeemer
Lifted me from the miry clay

Almighty
Forever, I will never be the same
Cause You came here
From the everlasting
To the world we live
The Father’s only Son

And You lived
You died
You rose again on high
You opened the way for the world to live again

Hallelujah, for all You’ve done

___________________________________________________________________

school tomorrow! yayness! new school uniforms:D
bye, and have a stunning week ahead, LOVELIES.

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Saturday, March 17

the March holidays are like going going gone. and don't even ask me what i've accomplished. i think the only productive thing that happened this holidays, were the three conferences that i attended. plus the worship pracs that we had. nothing more.
sigh, i kinda wanted things to go a different way. i was hoping that i could actually achieve something. maybe like study, or start exercising regularly.

anyway, long story happened yesterday. i actually blogged about yesterday, but on second thought, maybe i won't post it out. parents left for LA yesterday afternoon, and ahma is here staying with us. like yayness. today she woke us up at like 8am. so freaking early. then we swept the backyard, watered plants. then walked to the market for kway chap!:D by the time we came home, it was 11 am. and i did my usual routine, of watching tv. until i finally realised that it was 11.50, and i was still un-baathed.un-changed. and i had to leave the house at 12 to reach at 1230. but i only left the house at 1215, but i managed to reach church at like 1235! like coolios.:D

yesterday night, went to lighthouse with nicholas for this 2 hour worship and praise session. it was good, especially i was feeling so down after the long dramatic events that took place in the morning.
& thank God for nicholas, he's the best guy friend i can ever have la! when i was crying my eyes sore yesterday, and i was in need of someone to talk to. didn't call poh cos i didn't want to disturb her and the PDA. and i knew berdo was like sleeping. so i calleed him. and he kept talking and talking while i was shamelessly crying in the toilet. i like the fact that he's so rooted in the word.
so the conference was rather good, and we cabbed home after it ended at ten+. too lazy to take bus la.

i'm feeling sick. as in seriously. like feverish. came home from like prac and slept for so looonnng.
and ivan can't drive for nuts.he sent nicky, steph and me to kembangan after prac,and really, we spent like 5 minutes trying to get out of church,. cos he couldn't like reverse into the empty lot, and get out.
OH, I CANNOT ABSOLUTELY WAIT TO DRIVE:D

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Thursday, March 15

HEY HEY YOU YOU.

well, technically, i did some baking today with the chops. hmm, let's see does being there via the connections of the phone of 54 minutes count? so yes, i did some baking with them today!:D

& i dun know what got over me yesterday, i really thought i did the right thing.& sorry to both of you guys.

so chiong-ed with preparing for worship today morning. as usual. find the chords, print out songs. took me the whole morning. left for the popular warehouse sale at the expo.
and it was cool la. i think it was my first time attending such a sale at the expo. the freaking hall is that big. bought alot of stuff. both necessary and unnecessary stuff were thrown in my basket, which i had to painstakingly lug around the whole freaking hall. i gave up halfway when my basket was full, and started kicking that thing whereever i wanted to go to. freaking heavy la, cos obviously, bought or maybe stocked up on foolscap paper, printing paper. and those buggers weigh like a million tonne.alot of unnecessary stuff like all those prettypretty moneyboxes, a musical box(i always dreamt of one since young), glitter glluee, a pencil box, you know those box-y kinds made of metal. it's so cute. and i don't care, i'm gonna use them for like school. 17 years old so what, i'll just use like what a primary one kid is using.other things included many pens, which i casually threw in the basket. many many other things.
daddo gave me 100$ to spend, and haha. everything added up to 100$$ exactly. haha. so cool yea.
but i had to lug around like 7 bags out of the hall, BY MY SELF. so heavy like crazy.

headed to church for prac straight after daddy picked me up. went to bakery depot, to but a cake. bought the whole chocolate esspresso cake, super fantabulous delicious. poh will love it cos like there are real bananas like whole chunky pieces in the middle of the cake, on the top of the cake, there is like oats thingy. super good. and i still have like a quarter of it in my fridge now. oh ya, the cake was to celebrate my grandma's on my dad's side's birthday. this sentence totally confused you with all the 's. right?
i'm starting to love my grandparents on my dad's side. my grandma is super cute.

worship prac went well, that's good. paul was able to make it for prac!:) ended about eight forty! but quite cool la. didnt get to do the last song, cos i thought i better go to my uncle's house for the celebrations. but praise God for allowing us to all finally find a time where all of us could meet.

holiday's coming to an end like soon. very soon. and i haven't even accomplished anything yet. tomorrow, parents are flying off to the rich and famous, Los Angeles.
i'll miss them.

but it also means, a little freedom(?). gonna send them off tomorrow afternoon. nicholas asked me to go for another conference at the night.:D think i should be going, i love conferences. cos i love the experience.

should study tomorrow. i think. maybe after sening parents off, will stay in the airport to study. then go to the conference.
saturday, hopefully i will have some time to do some personal shopping, walking around town, and enjoying the last day of holidays, alone.
worship prac will be from twelve thirty to three.

anybody wants to ask me out?!

goodnight people, and special goodnights to the chops!
love ya. and i'm sory ah. liike sigh, i don't know why i even did that.
much love.

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Wednesday, March 14

i'm currently stressed out about worship stuff. the little teeny weeny bits of setbacks, like someone cannot make it, or there is a need to a change practices, just gets into me. dunno, it's just the stress that a girl faces, and the arrival of "that time of the month" ain't helping much.

& i'm talking to a person, whom used to be my closest friend in school. and i miss that person so much now. everything happened so fast, and without knowing or even realising it. our friendship rocketted downwards heading towards doom. really, i'm sorry for betraying my friend.but how nice, if everyone stayed the way the were. no one changes, and everyone loves each other, and there is no hatred or dislike in this world. as i talk to my friend, i miss the many crazy times we had together, and know, that if my current lifestyle is left continuing on itself, we'll never patch up, cos i know, there's still a wall between us. and no, i am not allowing myself to be emo or anything. it's how i feel. and i know that's how my friend feels. sometimes, i hate myself. for not being a true friend. what am i doing.?!

.........................................................................................................................................................................

went to the gym with family in the evening. good time of workout. but all the minimal calories were put on and fully overloaded with hot fudge sundae and fries from Macs.

and thank you friend, for accepting my apology.
you don't know how long i have been feeling guilty.
i'm so sorry, and i will hold on to my promise, like forever.
:)

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apart from saying
" heya, HELLO:), BOOYA, HI people, i really don't have anymore greetings.
well, i shall just invente one more.

HELLIOS FRIENDOS.

the past two posts, have been rather brief.
the past two nights, i have spent it, in a rather exclusive way.
attended the ingnite conference at bethesda cathedral.
thank God for sending nicholas to tell me!
what can i say, it was rather refreshing for me. great time of worship, and the sermon well, made lots of sense to me.

overall, it was an awesome experience.

first day,went with nicholas and abi.
went with yvonne, ellie, and nicky. haha, to me, quite weird combo right. but we had a fun time. :)

oh and apparently, my cousins guanghao, and quan were there too. just tht they saw me, but i didnt see them. haha.

and berdie, i know how you are feeling me how. how screwed up your current life is now,
your parents are resorting to bribes to make you go back. cos i felt like that last year, how i crazily and stupidly put my choices. but i know you're in a worse off situation than what i was last time.well, i'm no good councillor, but i really hope you will go back to tp. poly is something that you;ve never dreamed off, and isnt it gonna be a hasty deccision to choose a course? option 2: go to work?! i mean, though how you say it will give u an idea of your interests.you want t o waste one year of your life to work,? it's one year.12 months. 365 days. berdo, really, i didn't really know how to tell you, except just listening to you. but i really hope, and pray, that you willl ultimately choose tp. to me, it seems the bestest choice.
even though, you may disagree with me, i just wanna say that, really,
i will really really really support you in anything you choose.
and you and that poh will be my bestest friends ever.
love you loads.

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Tuesday, March 13

dear God,
thank you for tonight. it was a greatest experience.
help me to know that you are there.
and i want to be shaped by you, God.
i want to love you more everyday.

ignite07'

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Monday, March 12

THE IGNITE XPERIENCE:everyone leads.

i just got home from ignite conference. what can i say, it was definitely a refreshing xperience again. especially since i needed it very badly, after feeling very down and out after yesterday's church. sometimes, i feel so spirtually small.

it was rather a last minute decision, was out shopping(At a place only the 3 of us will know) with the chops, when that crazyguy called me. haha. he's nicholas. asked me to go with him for the conference. at first, i told him don't want, but i just felt the urge to go after i reached home. so after i reached home,and went to the toilet, and was just gonna on the tv, when i suddenly felt i should go, so i quickly rushed out of the house, and went to meet them.

and boy, am i glad i went. it was refreshing. really. and i needed it so badly. ignite's a youth conference. met alot of bedok north people. cos all the bedok north people goes to cornerstone. and everyone still like recongnised me. was cool. everyone changed alot. excpet nicholas, still that crazyguy.

worship was v good. well, i don't think i've worshipped God so much before during this year. people were thrown down to their knees, weeping. God is great.

i'm rather tired now. it's 1 am. im v excited for tomorrow's conference. goodnight people.

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Saturday, March 10

just got back from desmond&lindy's wedding. veryvery simple, yet sweet
wedding.
i teared when lindy gave her parents the bouquet of flowers, and thanked them.
it was so sincere, and i could just imagine myself doing that next time-when i get married. ohmygosh, i so cannot wait.

a wedding always touches my heart. it's really amazing how God puts two people together, and how they cover up each others flaws, yet enable each other to let their strengths shine. it's amazing, how God chooses your life partner for you, and he knows every single thing that will be perfect for you.l-o-v-e-l-y.

and as i was sitting on the whatdoyoucallthem? okay la, benches(sounds so unglam, but whatever), i was once again fascinating about my wedding. a couple of years ago, i decided on how to sing what song at my wedding. and thus now, having been very in awe of weddings, let me tell you people my dream wedding.

it's gonna be an over the top wedding, cos, yes i love extreme, and attention. i don't think i am attention seeking, but on some days i really like attention.

it's gonna be very touching, and being very sentimental, i think i will cry alotalot. so hopefully, by the time i get married, the waterproof mascara will still be in
production.

i's gonna be held in church. my partner, which God chooses, has to be a God-loving christian.

it's gonna be a wedding with many many pretty flowers, all nicely done. just like how aunty ailing would do the flowers.

it's gonna be fun. people will sing and dance and shout and praise God.

i'm gonna be wearing a drop dead gorgeous white, sexy, dress, with a lovely train flowing at the back.

there'll be two lovely bridesmaids.

and i'll probably abduct some super cute angmoh boy and girl to be my flower girl and ring bearer.

the food, drinks,company would be great.

and of course, the photographer would be a superduperpro, so that he can take
manymanymany pictures of me at my best angle. haha. of course, with my husband who,at this point of time, i have no idea who he is.

the wedding dinner will be a mni concert, if i still have a good voice, i'll sing. stage a mini concert maybe, anyway, it's always been my dream to be a singer. ha.

and my husband has to perform for me, tell me how much he loves me. it's so coolios.

i will keep changing gowns every ten minutes la. of course! you only get married once.

and all my friends! yes you! you are reading this. will each take turns to sing.
i have compiled a list of all the people who are going to sing already.
and berdo: i put you under the "accting stupid" list. cos, other than this, i really don't think you can sing, or you'll probably sing"i'm a little teapot", or "eldiewise" or the many songs you make up.

and the dinner will turn into a party, and we'll be dancing all night long.

and then, we'll go to our hotel room, better be a suite.

and next day, fly off to our honeymoon.

S-W-E-E-T.

i cannot wait, for God to send me my life partner man.
my parents always say that they pray that God will give the 3 of us, good husbands.
i wanna start praying for God to give me a guy who will bring out the best in me, and i will bring out the best in him.

well, i'm seventeen. and it's not too early to plan my wedding right?

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Friday, March 9

WE DECLARE IT- TEACHERS' RETREAT DAY.

and as the name greatly suggests, today was a day off for the students and teachers of mjc. total coolios.

EVERYONE SPELL: M-A-R-C-H H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S:)

nothing superdupernewsbreakinginformation happened today, just the usual practice of when i get the whole house alone, to myself.
hinthint: whole day of back-to-back channel 55 hongkong dramas.
this spells love.

left the house at one plus to head to meridian to collect uniform. but the stupid skirt did not arrive on time. so irritating la. th whole batch of uniforms could not be rushed out on time, so have to come back on monday at eleven.
but got the blouse already. it's cool. and i just realised that, after 3 years, i won't be wearing that green pleated skirt, with that white folded sleeves blouse. i get excited over little things, and buying uniforms is really, an excitement.

decided to visit my ahma after leaving mj, and she's so nice la. i called her, and told her i was gonna visit. and she sounded so happy. haha. i kinda think grandparents just want their children/grandchildren to visit them. it makes them so happy. i cannot wait for the days when i will hhave a looonnnggg break between lessons, and i can go and buy lunch for her, and go visit her. i just wanna be a good granddaughter.

so headed home, kept clothes, hung clothes, vacummed the whole house(skipped nat's room though),and skipped for 15minutes.
fly fats fly.

sometimes, i think i have to have a notebook in my hands 24/7. so that i can write down whatever i want to blog about, so that during times of blogging, i will start remembering all the interesting fun facts that i reallly wanted to blog about, and end up telling you guys about my rather boring recount of the days.
i think, it sucks having such a small memory card in my brain.

another boring fact that you may wanna know,
i am awaiting the return of mummy dearest cos she is gonna come home with supper.
and you guys so didn't have to know that.

Last Updated @ 9:35 PM

Thursday, March 8

SECONDDAYOFSCHOOL.

HELLIOS FRIENDOS.

i love inventing new words.

schhool was usual, but we ended school at like 11 am!, again.
had to buy uniforms, so i told ah-ning that once we were dismissed, i would run to the uniform counter, especially since i was siting closest to the exit door of the hall.
well, singaporeans all have a slight kiasueness in them right?

my blouse ran out of stock, had the skirts though, but decided to buy it was a set. so ordered 2 sets.23$$ for one set. i think it's cheap, or rather reasonable.
but the pe uniform costs 21$$, so like not worth it, i feel.
but it's dry-fit, so that's an added advantage.
no more cotton material pe tshirt, which stinks after every pe lesson.
(especially since i used to have a disgusting habit of keeping my used pe clothes under the desk in tk, and use it for the next pe lesson. gross, i know. it's terribly disgusting.

finally met my cousin in mj today. he came over to say hi, and so concidentally we were with friends, so we started introducing each other to our friends.
no body believed us, until we keep saying " really, this is my cousin".
wanna know why?!

colour difference la. haha.

how cool is that to have your cousin, in the same schhoool was you.
it's like so coolios.

yesterday, we sorta decided on a movie marathon at poh's house. so after schhool, and everything, headed to meet berd before going to poh's.
but that girl, only woke up when i called her, at freaking 11.40am.
that girl will never ever see the sunrise in her whole life now la.
waited like close to 35minutes for her at the bus-stop, where it was so freaking hot.

made friends with this grandma, first, she tried conversing to me in english,( rather broken one), and i could tell that she was visibly shocked when i replieed her in mandarin. actually, i like the expression of people when they hear me speak chinese. it's cause they think i am a malay, everyone mistakes me for a malay.(never a indian berfore), abd they get so shocked when i sppeak to them in chinese. similarly, malays who try to speak to me i malay, also get a shock, cause i will be damn blur, and i will try to tell them that im no a malay.

that day when i was waiting for 854 at yishun interchange, i was eating some food from oldchangkee, and this old malay lady, started telling me( i think she was pissed), that malays cannot eat food from oldchangkee, and she was rather disturbed by the fact that i was eating, "non-halal" food. haha. i tried a few times, before she finally, understood that i was not a malay.
haha. and i took the opportuninty to tell her that oldchangkee is actually a halal food joint,(so that she can catch up on all the lovely, deep-friend, fatty laden, but terribly delicious food that she missed out over the years) but she still didn't believe me. well, her loss.

i love old people, especially those very talkative, cute ah-mas. and i love my grandma too! she wants me to stay with her during school days, cos she lives only a few blocks away from meridian. haha. so cute right. she keeps asking my mummy to let me stay with her.

quack's accepted in temasek. as much as i feel rather sad. cos we opted for all the samee courses, and most likely will get into the same class, but at the samee time happy for her. good job quacko!:)

so lunch cum movie cum cards day was great.watched final destination 3. poor visibility la. lousy pirated disc i brought. but it was scary. more like freaky, and utterly gross.
decided to play cards after the movie, and they started playing blackjack/poker? whatever you call that game, which the winner is the one who gets close to 21?yuppos, that game.
played bluff with the chops, while the pda just decided to take another nap. it was damn fun la, everyone kept bluffing, and in the end, i had like full sets for numbers 4,5,6,J,9,2,and i think K. yuppos. that was how loserish i sucked at the game. and clever poh managed to find the box of chocolates, i purposely hid from her.

well, back home, cooked egg ommelette, some kind of veg and fresh mushrooms. heated up the chicken curry from yesterday. and that was our dinner.

no more, eight and nine oclock shows.
only the seven oclock show on channel U.it totally rocks man.

i don't know if it's too early to get stressed, but i am already very stressed about school. the reality that for the past three months have been a tremendous slack period of time, has slapped me rather hard on my face. and i feel i really need to make use of the march holidays to catch up.

&i'm looking for a nice school bag, no more nerdy haversacks. i saw a very nice,very beachy bag that i wanted to get.25$$, cheap, and very pretty. just the bag that i love. but someone slap me.
i don't know where i saw it.
it;s somewhere in either orchard, far east or marina square, or bugis.
sigh, whataloser, sylvianne.

now i have to comb all the streets, to find that bag.

and frendos! lets get the bag! dont care about he copycat la! we get it! and poh since you are so extremely rich, you may consider sponsoring me, your dear friend,
i shan't even ask berdo, cos either she's to poor, or to kiam to share her money! haha.

everyone spell P-A-R-T-I-A-L F-R-A-C-T-I-O-N-S. (L)
that's what i am doing now.

so long, people who read.
you know who you are.

Last Updated @ 9:06 PM

Wednesday, March 7

you know you are in a JC when the teachers call you freshmen, instead of children
(by mr tan), and when how the teachers start talking about university,pre-requsities,SATs,and what's not. to me, i think it's a big change. i've dreamed of starting jc life for like my whole life, and now that i'm actually in a JC, especially
in my dream college, i feel so blessed and happy!.
it's like a dream come true. really.

i've got so so so much to blog today.
(but i shall go fill in my online registration for subject combinations.
submissions closes at 11pm.)

and friends, please pray for me, that my appeal to the arts stream will be successful.
i will just suffer badly, if i have to take the science course. and i mean,
really, it's gonna be hell for me.
i mean, i'm not a science student,
I'M AN ARTS STUDENT, ENJOYING HER SHAKESPEARE.

& did i say, my cousin-guanghao is like also in meridian jc! so uber cool. but he's aiming to be a pilot, so off he goes to the science stream man.

school was good. i think my coming to mjc, is rather, going back to my secondary school. i'm totally not exaggerating, but every singe angle you turn your head, you catch a glimpse of the white, folded up sleeves blouse, and dark green skirts.
it seems making new friends is not important, cos there are so many of my close friends from tk.
the feeling is so different from the first day in yj. but i am so totally digging it.
talks and all the admin stuff ended at like 11am. and yes we were dismissed from school at 11. remember, 3 months ago, on the 3of january, we were stuck in yishun till five!
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mummypicked me up from school. and in the car i realised that since this year started, this was the first time since my parents picked me up from school.my mummy still does not even know where yj is located. but no one sent me to school before during this first three months.
i think, i've matured. (in terms of taking transport to and fro from school).until last year, i would call my parents everyday after school and ask them to fetch me.[poh and berd, remember the times when i dragged you guys, to make sure you stayed back to wait for my parents to come?]

spent a good afternoon with mummy,cos after that we went to east coast park again, (despite going there yesterday w daddy!) to have lunch.ordered pig's trotters,
bak kut tea, and some mui chai thingy. very nice la. but superduper fattening.
especially since mummy ate the fats and skin, i only eat the meat la.
i used to be envious of poh, cause her mother and her always spent time together,alon, shopping or meeing for meals. and cos it's like the three of us, we kinda don't realy spend one-on-one time with my mum alone, (not that i am complaining), but to me, it was a great time spent today. we had a trememdous good time:)
came home, since it was so early and since we were so full, we decided to go for a nap!

school tomorrow ends at 10.45am. like it's so wow. purchasing of unifroms![seriously, i can't wait]. and off to poh's house for a mini movie marathon. oh cool(alliteration).

goodnight people, and to the coolios! let's meet up soon.

Last Updated @ 10:45 PM

Tuesday, March 6

timecheck: 11.16

this post, i aim to sound a little less bimbotic and shallow.

well, MJC here i go in like a few hours time.
new environment,new friends(though this time, i know alot of people who are already in MJC).
the JC or POLY route, is going to be a extremely new experience for everyone.

well, especially to my 2 dearest friends. this goes out to you two. it thought first three months was gonna be saddening cause we would have to get through, not seeing each other five days a week. but, we still kept in touch so closely, and we went out like rather often. really, it was a wonderful 3 months spent with you guys.JC/POLY is gonna be so different for us. it can either make or break our friendship, don't you think so.
sigh, i keep thinking about us la. will we be as close as what we are now, what if we all change? become cheena-poks,or AH LIANS, or just nerds.?! then how yea?

and JOYCELYN POH XUE YING , another time you tell me you will feel left out ah, i will smack your face okay. i'll never make you feel left out in any circumstance.

and to the 2 lovely friends, we must stay as close ah. drifting is inevitable, but we must always fly back and be as close man.really, i love you guys.

and so, goodnight people of the universe.
JESUS LOVES YOU, AND YOU, AND YOU!!

and after much thought and advice from people, i have decided to opt to arts stream now. blog more soon. gotta go.

timecheck:11.47

Last Updated @ 11:16 PM

NRIC :S9023092A
Name :SYLVIANNE DEVAJOTHI
1.The results of your application are as follows:
Posted Institution
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MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE
Course Name
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MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE)
Course Code
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36S

I'M REALLY REALLY REALLY HAPPY.
when i opened the webpage today at 7.45am, i was so scared la.
kept covering the page, until i felt confident enough to see the results.
MERIDIAN BABY!

wonder if i will be this happy when the stress levels piles in.

but i'm gonna enjoy today!
L-O-V-E-L-Y.
SO HAPPY LA!

but the thing now is, i am posted to science.
and should i try to pot to arts.
i don't really know.
everyone is telling me to take science, saying it's the better choice.
but i know i wont really excel, unless i like study 24/7, without blinking.
exaggeration la, but whatever.

still deciding. but i kinda settle on science, cause God gave me this course, there is a reason. and i know he will carry me through,

for now, YAYNESS.
dream school- HERE I COME.

and congrats to people who got into the school they wanted,

berdo, abby,joyce(yj),clarissa, i will pray for you all, so you will have successful appeals to your desired jcs.
much love.

and to the miss-know-it-all, you don't go around being such a irritating ass by thinking you're like the smartest, and everyone around you are just plain dumb.for your information, we don't really need you mocking and telling us that it is impossible to appeal to another school, cause you're don't work for the moe.

:)

picking sissies up and heading for lunch! yuppos.

Last Updated @ 12:51 PM

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BERDO.the pictures do not just end here. i've got ALOT of failed photos, waiting to be uploaded.

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FRIENDS FOREVER, AND EVER,AND EVER

met joycelino poh, and berdolino teo and jonnalino ng for dinner at airport yesterday.

POPEYE'S IS NICE!:)

go try it, the chicken is so juicy la.

supposed to meet at 6pm, then changed to 6.30, then we changed it to 7 then 7.15.

but in the end we were all late, and we ended up taking the same train, same carriage from tanah merah to the airport.

all in all, it was a great time of sitting all cosy up in small little cushiony chairs, right in front of the television watching popeye's.

get it? POPEYE'S CHICKEN= POPEYE'S CARTOON SHOW.

there's suppossedly some link there.

great company, and great dinner.

what more can you ask for.

it was fantabulious fantastic.

of course, there were some pdaing from some couples,and i was not shy to start talking very loudly, and start making them feel embarrassed.

i think this is my forte.

even my friends were so embarrassed of me.

and we went to this rainbow caravan thingy, poh wanted to buy sweet. so she started picking up all her jellibeans that she wanted, and then realised that she could not actually mix and match with the gummy. she decided to put every single one back into their boxes.

so being the oh-so-super-kind friends, we helped her painstakingly put back the tiny jellibeans one by one.

well, it's so much joy to go out with them. i wonder when we can actually do something like this again, especially since new school and everything.

we'll be all on different pages,(whatever that means), but we still have to be as close as superglue aye!

and nat was saying" woah, JC already ah, no wonder parents allow you to go out in the night".

haha. i felt super old man.

time flies.

BYE PEOPLE!

RESULTS ARE OUT.

Last Updated @ 9:53 AM